Confused

Do I love you, or do I not…?
I've asked myself this question a lot.
Will there be a future for you and me...?
Or are we just not meant to be...?
Did I date you because I didn't know how to say no…?
I guess in the end, the answer will show.
I don't know if being with you is wrong or right.
But I'm trying to accept you with all my might.
You treat me so well, yet I have so many doubts.
Wish someone could tell me what it's all about.
I still don't know what I should do.
Or if I'm really in love with you...

Author Unknown

Manusia Bodoh

Aku manusia bodoh
Yang menyerah kalah pada sang nafsu
Akankah kucium wanginya surga?
Kurasa tidak...
Karena mentari enggan bersinar
dan embun pagi tak lagi berkilau

A Heart of Stone

Once I had a heart of stone
For it had surely lost its home
It could not love or wanted too
But in my life, then came you.

The stones began to fall away
As happiness began to fill my day
A feeling so sweet and special too
Could this be love, I pray is true.

My heart now sings a song of love
For I know that it was sent from above
My heart is warm, there is no cold
Hard no more, but with wings of gold.

It soars above the sky so high
Sometimes I think of why and cry
My heart now sings a loving song
For the part of me I thought was gone.

The gift that you have given me
Is so important, can't you see
No more sadness or being alone
For now my heart returns to home.

Author : Unknown
Source : Friend For All

Tapi

aku bawakan bunga padamu
tapi kau bilang masih

aku bawakan resahku padamu
tapi kau bilang hanya

aku bawakan darahku padamu
tapi kau bilang cuma

aku bawakan mimpiku padamu
tapi kau bilang meski

aku bawakan dukaku padamu
tapi kau bilang tapi

aku bawakan mayatku padamu
tapi kau bilang hampir

aku bawakan arwahku padamu
tapi kau bilang kalau

tanpa apa aku datang padamu
wah!

1976
Sutardji Calzoum Bachri, O AMUK KAPAK,1981

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Emosi

Pada akhirnya aku harus mengalah
Bukan karena kalah
Lebih karena tidak ingin memperpanjang masalah

Saat batas yang kita gariskan dilanggar
Hati kita terluka
Ego kita terusik

Gurat amarah terlukis jelas
Seiring deguban jantung yg mengeras
Kewarasanpun terlindas

Kata demi kata meluncur tanpa batas
Tanpa bentuk tanpa rupa
Tapi berimbas pada rasa

Jalinan yang ada pun kian terurai bebas
Tidak sampai lepas
Menyisakan ruang untuk menggeliat

[08 September 2005]

Aku Ingin

Aku ingin.....
Membutakan mataku dari bayangmu
Menulikan telingaku dari suaramu
Mematikan rasaku dari kasihmu
Mnghapusmu dari ingatanku

[Juli 2005]

Kegelapan Malam

Kegelapan di dalam kamarku
Kehilangan daya magisnya
Kegelapan yang bersahabat denganku
Malam ini memilih menjadi musuhku

Kesunyian yang menghampiri malam
Selalu menenangkan jiwaku
Tapi tidak malam ini
Iramanya menghilang menyisakan kelabu

[15 April 2005]